Trapped

Can't get out. Can't even warn anyone. Judas clamps my my mouth shut whenever I try.

Ran into Maggie while I was getting dinner. I tried to warn her. To tell her to get out of the hostel. The stay away from me. She didn't understand. She thought I was being cruel.

Let her think that. As long as she stays away, let her think that.

That strategy doesn't work with Ivory, unfortunately. She keeps checking up on me. Checking my wounds. Won't stop no matter what I do.

I think Sal knows. I've seen him looking at me, and more than once he's tried to gently get me out the door. Judas never lets me leave, though.

I'm trapped.

And so is everyone else.